Doc and the boys have had to contend with a grieving woman in the house since I came back.
Since my grandmother's funeral, I have been a blubbering mess.
Yesterday was awful.
I cried for two hours on the way to church. After Doc's beautiful sermon, I sat on the toilet in one of the bathroom stalls and sobbed. I even had to leave church a little earlier than usual in order to weep almost all the way home.
My family has been witness to this new and different woman and I'm sure they are wanting the old mom and wife back.
At one point, I was sitting on the couch in Doc's office weeping away when Sleepy came in.
He sat next to me and put his arms around me and we cuddled while I talked with Doc.
After a little while, Sleepy looked at me and said, "Mom, you look so beautiful."
I know there will be more days when I will cry for my grandmother and my family that is thousands of miles away, but it helps to have sweet, little arms wrapped around me for comfort.
Since my grandmother's funeral, I have been a blubbering mess.
Yesterday was awful.
I cried for two hours on the way to church. After Doc's beautiful sermon, I sat on the toilet in one of the bathroom stalls and sobbed. I even had to leave church a little earlier than usual in order to weep almost all the way home.
My family has been witness to this new and different woman and I'm sure they are wanting the old mom and wife back.
At one point, I was sitting on the couch in Doc's office weeping away when Sleepy came in.
He sat next to me and put his arms around me and we cuddled while I talked with Doc.
After a little while, Sleepy looked at me and said, "Mom, you look so beautiful."
I know there will be more days when I will cry for my grandmother and my family that is thousands of miles away, but it helps to have sweet, little arms wrapped around me for comfort.
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